never ending story

i miss my ALAF 21 novel's. its been 3 months since i've been here. there shud be around 10 and more new arrivals at the book store that i haven't read yet. i'm missing the malay jiwang karat love story... hehe... i shud try n make one myself.. haha... i like writing short stories. malay ofcourse. i enjoy writing in english. but, my feeling deepens when i write in malay.. i kept having problems when i start writing a short story. i never get to the end of it. i'll write n write but it'll never end. i'll usually end up writing a new story all over again and the previous one will be left just like dat.. haha... weird hah? i dunno. i juz cant write an ending. its too hard... i salute people who writes all the novels, dramas n movies all over the world. they surely know what they're doing. unlike me. amateur....